Is life a bitch, or are we the bitches on earth?

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Allthough we are able to watch the telly, maybe not all of u or u dont want to see any of it, which is perfectly understandeble, its amazing what happens all around us and we dont know any of it, mind me, i see enough and mostly i am not really happy with it, but the more i know, the more i am able to act upon or do something about it, if i choose for it.

What i see and i cannot do anything about it, makes me more sad, the powerless feeling is not good for a person, but…it happens anyway.

I saw how the dutch are doing buisseness in the whole world, with or around their knowledge of water and how tho manage that.

I saw lots of accidents all over world today, with airoplanes, cars, hurricanes and so on, murder killing, powerplay, cruel and bad behavior from ppl to nature, but also nature to ppl, how dogs are captured in Vietnam and put in cages together as if they were sacks of cotton, how the bordercontrole catches the men who do that, how these animals go to a shelter and will not be eaten, by chinese ppl, to celebrate their newyear, knowing many of the dogs already are gone over that same border to be eaten, how the dutch take care for the babyseals who got lost in sea by their mothers, even zoo’s and animalhospitals are voluntering to be sure enough food and care will be given, makes one feel good, but not all in the netherlands is good helas, our goverment is going crazy and made nummerous laws to get more money and to reduce, education, culture, healthcare and so on……

How does one (i) manage?

Well some days i do and other days its impossible to really enjoy or even feel content, also personal problems add to this offcourse.

I know that if u dont worry its halfway feeling content, but mostly i am not able to do that, 60 years and actually tired of it all, but also eager to go on and mostly uncomfertable with living, yet,  if i would close my eyes, maybe i wouldnt even think these thaughts, but i wont and cannot close my eyes, like i said before above, i want to know, so i will be able to do something of the many things ppl can do.

How is it that the way u are able to look at life, earth, nature, ppl and so on is either optimistic or pessitmistic, or at least downway…….

Why can’t i close and open (my eyes) when i want too, or at least be optimistic most of the time, because then i would be a robot, no feelings, no experience to learn from, no thaughts, no life.

So the conclusion for me at this moment, nice/good if i am able to look over the horizon and see the sun, but realistic and sometimes sad when i see clouds, getting darker and rain coming my way…….. that is how it is.. life is an learningproces, older and wiser maybe, most important is, keep ur candle burning, so u will be able to warm ur heart now and then, for urself, u derserve that and need it, this way u are able to continue, to go for it, to be on ur way, make it happen, to heal a bit, to cure, to save, to be the hero for one day, to feel compassion and so a way to live with urself and this awfull, yet beautifull world/earth.

Path from out the car taken (picture)

Each has his/her own path in life.Picture taken by me from our camper in the Netherlands

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