Within you.

Heal urself. Feel and recognize it.

WHAT U believe> so ur intentions are positive about what u do, u are able of anything, thats why men go to war, women play evil, (fanaticism and extremism will have a free way), they think doing good, they believe they are harmonious with it..or even will do good, make the world, their country, religion better History proofs that many times, in kingdoms and republics, being adult u cannot look as deep as when u are a child, because they do that natural. so as adult u need to see, that what u do needs an awareness, needs u to be fully there and not to much influenced by others, rules, or any role which is put upon u in society.
U really are all fundamental spirits, u need know it all every time, but u will always have the ability to recognize, and know why u do, want or act as u do.
If u are able to be this way, u will be so more balanced and see that u just live ur own life, that all what u believe in will happen.

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Your soul needs peace.

Your soul need positif vibrations, so  nurturing and replenishing with quiet time for peaceful reflection.

If u take time to look back and see forward then u also need time to be in the moment, silent and empty in ur mind, nothing between ur ears, no thinking, no colours, no sound.

Try to do that once in a while so u will return to ur own self, see what is actually important.

How to spend ur energy, how to silence the voice in ur head, thaughts which make u choosing not for u, but for what may  be, what could be, said, done, left.

It is not easy to empty ur head, but if u really want it and try, u will slowly get there, first steps are made and the rest follows more easy.

Would it not be nice, to feel relieved, less senseless, why always go to work, for only money and desires to fulfill.

How did u feel as a child, like u dont know  it all, not need to judge, not need to see it all, that is a moment for urself.

and if u just take time maybe one or two hours a week, u give urself, ur body and mind some rest to, which results in a balanced life and so peace for ur soul.1898026_10152254616683665_308171169_n

Our body

What if u are a fat person, u feel more how u live in a body, u have a more difficult life, even without the jugements of others.
I call it heavy, to always be the minor part because u are not same as others, u seemely eat to much and u cannot slim down.
That is a problem, for the first 40 years of ur life u are unsecure due to acceptation of others and therefore urself.
But it actually is a good thing too, u go through all these prejudgements of peoeple, while others trust their opinion to live like it is normal to be, while everybody somehow is insecure too, for u it is obvious, life is not just normal.
Whats normal anyway, who wants to be normal?, a lot of people want that, but the thing is, they want u to be normal as well.
Aint it strange, we are all same skin, blood, walking, eating, sleeping, bound by the same rules, name it and we do the same, so many people on this earth, such a few of them are ur surroundings and still u believe to much in what they bring back to u, well ment or negatif ment, u need to be enough sure to take it in and make it just a issue which would and could be an adition thaught for u, no more, no less, which is important, because we try to improve ourselves and so need some feed back. But the peace, peace of mind u are looking for is inside u, not outside.
Always stay away of feelings of depression, u tell urself what u feel, how to see and what u hear, so now tell urself it may seem important others judge u, but it is not, u should know that.
So be free and free urself of this awfull way of life many people are a victim of their own judgement, but even more of others.
If u think it over u see it is a painfull way to live and why should u, one thing u should really learn, dont judge others, dont accept their negatif judgement about u.
It is all between ur own ears, get aware of this fact and u will be so much more in balans.

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Reflection

If u want to be more urself maybe u want to try this:

Go and stand before a mirror, look at urself, who is that person, do u like what u see, are u able to see more then only the outside, are u able to reflect and check urself out, are u content with what u do, stand for, are?

If u are honest with urself just now, please try to be honest, it is very important to be able to sort it out, to see, to understand, u are maybe more the one u think people want u to be, or maybe u cannot even be urself as u live with dominant person(s), or in a dominant environment, maybe some colleges are so weak they try to put u down and u suffer now.

Close ur eyes, picture the one u was when u went to school the first day, maybe there u see the real u, or the way u are raised is in the way, just strip all, as if u would be naked of all, especially the bad vibrations, now think of what u could be, or tried to be and forget that too.

So there u are, who are u, do u want to be the one u are, are u content or dissapointed, glad or depressed with what u find? Thats ok. NOW is the moment to be, just be and keep what u think is ok, no more trying to be accepted by everyone, thats impossible, u dont have to be the one who has to take care off ur environment to feel good,, u dont have to make people laugh, u are not the centre or just another person, u are u.

U are the one, who u need to love, cherish and take care for now and ever, the coming time u need to keep reflecting urself, to be more pure urself, without all the trying so hard, the not able to say no, be first one, nor the last one, keep urself up and positive, look at urself as a kid, starting a new event: the rest off ur life.

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The European NEC-guideline Directive 2001

70% already vanished or to sick.

70% already vanished or to sick.

The Protocol set upper limits for each country for the total emissions of sulphur dioxide, nitrogen oxides, volatile organic compounds and ammonia in 2010.The Guideline Bees A provides an explanation of the use of the Dutch decree on emission limits for combustion plants, environmental management A (Bees A), in particular concerning the more complex aspects thereof. Bees A is the Dutch implementation of the European directive 2001/80/EC (LCP directive). The Guideline Bees A provides an explanation of the use of the Dutch decree on emission limits for combustion plants, environmental management A (Bees A), in particular concerning the more complex aspects thereof. Bees A is the Dutch implementation of the European directive 2001/80/EC (LCP directive).  set upper limits for each country for the total emissions of sulphur dioxide, nitrogen oxides, volatile organic compounds and ammonia in 2010.The Guideline Bees A provides an explanation of the use of the Dutch decree on emission limits for combustion plants, environmental management A (Bees A), in particular concerning the more complex aspects thereof. Bees A is the Dutch implementation of the European directive 2001/80/EC (LCP directive). The Guideline Bees A provides an explanation of the use of the Dutch decree on emission limits for combustion plants, environmental management A (Bees A), in particular concerning the more complex aspects thereof. Bees A is the Dutch implementation of the European directive 2001/80/EC (LCP directive). set upper limits for each country for the total emissions of sulphur dioxide, nitrogen oxides, volatile organic compounds and ammonia in 2010.The Guideline Bees A provides an explanation of the use of the Dutch decree on emission limits for combustion plants, environmental management A (Bees A), in particular concerning the more complex aspects thereof. Bees A is the Dutch implementation of the European directive 2001/80/EC (LCP directive). The Guideline Bees A provides an explanation of the use of the Dutch decree on emission limits for combustion plants, environmental management A (Bees A), in particular concerning the more complex aspects thereof. Bees A is the Dutch implementation of the European directive 2001/80/EC (LCP directive).The Guideline Bees A provides an explanation of the use of the Dutch decree on emission limits for combustion plants, environmental management A (Bees A), in particular concerning the more complex aspects thereof. Bees A is the Dutch implementation of the European directive 2001/80/EC (LCP directive).

The guideline explains the standards that apply to SO2, NOx and dust for combustion installations subject to Bees A. Instructive tables have been added and overviews included in appendices. Appendix 1 gives an overview of logistic units to which Bees A applies. Appendix 2 gives a flow diagram of the scope of Bees A. Appendix 3 specifies the prevalent emission standards.

With regard to the measurement of emissions it is useful to read the Guideline Bees A in combination with the Manual Measurement of air emissions (InfoMil publication no. LB40).

If u read this and check it out, i really get sick, how can it be, still so many items what go wrong, why is life, health, children and human approach of our earth not important, why is our future dangerously taken away from us?

Please if make a step forward a world what once will be worthy to live for/in.

Why? How? What?

Why we are and How we do and What we don't is ending us.

Why we are and How we do and What we don’t is ending us.

 

Human is form, Being is formless.

Human is relative, Being is absolute.

Human is temporary, Being is eternal.

Human is dying, Being is birthing.

Human is suffering, Being is bliss.

Human is attachment, Being is love.

Human is noise, Being is stillness.

Human is challenge, Being is possibility.

Human struggles, Being observes.

Human experiences, Being allows.

Human is thought, Being is awareness.

Human is fear, Being is power.

Human is appearance, Being is the presence.

Human does, Being is.

One 2013 coming up!!

418239_300657916662279_173769822684423_842753_929827665_a27yr.jpg.levensspreukwe all join earthdayWhile the pope tells the world he is against gay marriage QUOTE

Pope Benedict  XVI attacked gay marriage during a Christmas speech Friday, calling  heterosexual marriage an “essential” part of the human experience.

Benedict’s remarks came during his greeting to the Roman Curia (the papal  court), Italy’s ANSA news agency reported.

The pope said God’s natural design of family was founded on the marriage of a  man and a woman, without whom “figures fundamental to human existence disappear:  the father, the mother, the child,” and without whom “essential dimensions of  the experience of being a person fall.”

Benedict’s comments came just about a week after he said publicly he believes  gay marriage could cause “serious harm to justice and peace.”

Read more:  http://www.upi.com/Top_News/World-News/2012/12/21/Pope-attacks-gay-marriage/UPI-92671356109897/#ixzz2FvCaTojb 

The catholic church has soon forgotten pedophiles were pretty common during the fifthties and sixties, i was one of the victims, but in this case nuns took advantage of me, during the 7 months i was in a orphan-house lead by nuns, i was only 5 years.

So the pope thinks he knows it all and the church still silences about all the bad vibes they spread around during ages, misuse of power, loyalty, money, children, faith and conscious ppl.

But i think somehow the end of this is near, as is the end of misuse of they way money has been pushed upon us, banks will have to change their systems, or money is on its way out, ppl now already are more aware of using each others talent, time, help, knowledge and so on, i could give u tremendous examples, but that’s not the point now.

2013 that’s the point, the first year where more honesty will pay off instead lead to victimizing, firing, losing all, because u told the truth about businesses, means of dealing, politics, fabrication, safety, education, or anything which will open eyes, ofcourse this will take longtime, but as time goes faster so will getting the truth on top, the real value, more right views, but most of all towards a more environmental aware society.

The pope is not important after all, if u dont consider that, so is nobody except u and only if u are not egoistic, selfish, and prepared to widen ur window on the world, u will find out that its more important to be more for another, in be more present, in what u do or say and it will make u feel more part of the world we should have around us and the only way is, start with urself, u will see how soon others will either be content with that and make u feel more content, then there will not be a halt to it, its like a domino-string, one after another they make the other go.

Woman in many countries will be free of dominance because of religion believes and rules, like money all gets less important… why,? well because we have to get wiser, time is running out, earth will slowly take back what we took, nature will not be healthy enough, if we dont act, get aware and actually it does not matter where we start, because it will be like domino, one after the other items will come up and fall.

But 2013 is the first year, so it may well be or look like things are getting worse and for many it will, because first things will have to get to the bottom, that’s the way we live, the only way we know.

This indicates too that every year after that will somehow be better, but it will take 50 years before we will all know that and air, earth, water, insects and many natural issues will be at their lowest, helas.

Just be happy it finally will start, the beginning of a new mankind, more aware,  better and in the end easier living, with attention for life as it is, love, power, money, health, on regular basis, leveled up to each other, if u want to see/witness this, just act towards this and do lots urself, u will meet others doing the same.

 

 

Catch it, if u can

Yep, catch it if u can, u need to get over this, so catch and put it away, take it to the bottom of ur experiencebox/mind in ur head, cover it with all the blankets u have, make it go away, vanish, disappear…but….like the picture above u see no people left, only their footsteps in the sand, like it is,  the print will stay for ever, till u sweep the sand, or water it and thats exactly what u have to do, sweep ur brains, water u mind, to give it more chances, changes, till u feel u will be able to handle or deal with ur feelings and thaugths.

How do u do that, some memories keep coming back, they look around the corner all the time and as soon u are a bit down, or someone reminds u in what way so ever, the memoire jumps at u, from its corner and enjoys the stay in the front of ur experiencebox/mind, it haunts u and make u get no sleep at all, even when its old and was crumbled to practically nothing….. it blows itself up, it comes loud and clear, u smell, hear and sometimes even see the experience like it happened yesterday….. people are able to hurt u in a horrible way, just for fun, or they are addicted or the want the power even when they have to make u feel very bad, some of them even like it that way.

How and why, i will never know, but getting hurt by people is the worst what can happen, so much worse if the occurring of feeling bad would exist just by accident, or wrong judgement, childish mistake. So why, does the person have no conscience, no limits or has he/she been hurt too and cannot handle that and just wants to do this to others, instead having to deal with him/herself?

Well i think i should feel good that i don’t know why people do this to each other, in stead holding back and i know for sure half of the harm and pain would be prevented if u are being raised the right way, ur surroundings shows u limits when u are a child and bad behavior,  guilt will be punished, so one learns.

Whatever ur experiences are, don’t get over it, don’t put it way, try to revive it, slowly, with all ur brains, tell urself u are ok and not the victim, the victim is the one who is going beyond and over the human limit, i know it sounds easy and seems foolish, but if u try it each day piece by piece, u get stronger and the responsible feelings about it will first walk aside u, untill u know u are not responsible and actually the hurter/the bad person will seem and later on be the poor one, just take ur time, tell urself u are right, ok and far more than the stupid guy/girl who is trying to bring u down, now u turn the role and in the end u are above it all, how long that make take, in the end u will, if u want to know some more about how to gain balance or see the real purpose of life, visit this website, maybe it will bring u some knowledge, or warmth:) and spiritual guidance.

To many people kill themselves, commit suicide, jump in front of a train, while in the end mostly u are able to get out of it, self-confidence is needed here and if possible someone aside u who understands, who shows u love, love,  words will ever be the same, understanding and love  will make u see, will maybe help u out, give it a try, get professional help, dont be ashamed, angry or demonstated, help urself in coming back to the life u had, the life where u felt good, made u move forward and want to be part of. Dont give it away and dont despair, it will not last forever, and sorry this sounds cruel, but after all its also in between ur ears, in ur mind, see that and the healing begins, u put the one who is making u crazy out of ur head, lame him/her and make it smaller so u will be able to deal with it, after all, u are worth it, dead is easy, life is not, but if u kill urself u will never know how fantastic it can be, what would happen to u and all the ones who love u will not have to grieve..

www.marsk4angel.nl it will be in the same bad english as this blog, but anyhow u will understand:)

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Alweer zijn er onnodig veel bomen neergehaald.

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Op het lepelkruisplein stonden prachtige bomen, wel 20 meter hoog. In Amsterdam worden niet zomaar bomen gekapt denk je, en deze bomen waren niet goed meer werd er verteld, maar daar is niks van waar, enkele bomen hadden te weinig schors, dus misschien dat dat niet zo best was, maar de meeste hadden niks, nu is er een stuk grond vrijgekomen en daar gaat het dus om, het is een schande en ondanks acties van de buurtbewoners zijn ze dus gewoon omgezaagd, geen wonder dat … Continue reading

1 july 14.20 oclock my exhusband died, float into the light… Walter

Helaas is mijn ex-man ongeveer 11 uur geleden overleden, voor hem gezien de laatste weken was het beste, wat hem kon overkomen, want er was veel mis met zijn lichaam, Walter Jacobus Pieter Verhoeven je bent 63 jaar geworden, je was een lieve man, je zonen zijn dapper en ook natuurlijk Nathalie, we zijn droevig maar dankbaar en zullen je niet vergeten, vaar wel Walter met onze liefde naar het eeuwige licht en groei daar tot je licht genoeg bent:)

It happened, my ex husband is no more, he went to the light of love, called heaven, is it coincidence, we were there, my oldest son, my friend and
me?, he was fighting for his life, his body gave up, his spirit would not go, it took him 4 days to let go, he went in peace, every day we stayed for hours and came back in the evening, but still he was also much alone, till the next day, sometimes it l…ooked like he was more aware, but overall he was fighting and restless, medicine helped him to calm down and so the last few days he was really in peace, 63 years u lived on this earth Walter Jacobus Pieter Verhoeven, u did it ur way and was a sweethearted man, we did not live together the last 10 years, but always were friends, ur sons are brave and sad of course, grow in the light dear, we will not forget u.
This is the reason i have not been around last weeks and will not be next weeks too, as we have now to do all what has to be done when someone has left this earth…….:(till then and thus later.