God, deheer, maar wat is eigenlijk het beeld….

Met klotsende oksels word ik wakker, wie ben ik? Waar ben ik?
In godsnaam, hoe zo godsnaam, waarom in godsnaam.
Wiens naam???
Ach laat maar.

Ben best spiritueel aangelegd en heb zowel het Boeddhisme als de Kabbala jaren bestudeerd, ook moest ik naar zondagschool, toen ik kleuter was.

Daarnaast heb ik de Tarot (kaarten) bestudeerd, toen ik 19 was en ze geschilderd allemaal….
En dus het verhaal over de hoge priester die met zijn geleide geest met een jonge student zijn geest meegaat naar allerlei dimensies, voorgesteld in 78 kaarten tot me kunnen nemen.
Die bewustzijns verbreding heb ik soms bijna lijflijk ondervonden gedurende de drie jaar dat ik ermee bezig ben geweest..
Prachtig om te leren allemaal en vooral te doen, de wijsheid die daardoor ontstond te kunnen toepassen ook..

Heel mooi om te weten waarom wij hier op deze aardkloot rondlopen, of minstens dat we hier niet zo maar zijn.

Maar god is voor mij dus niet een naar ons evenbeeld aanwezige grootheid, die ergens in de hemel? op ons neerkijkt en de een wel naar voren trekt en de ander niet, god kan je niet helpen, laat staan het voor je opknappen. Geloof is een prachtig gegeven, bidden een prima energie die jezelf lichter maakt……god bestaat dus wel, maar alleen is het niet zo’n mindbeperkende manbeeld op een wolk…..eigenlijk vind ik het een belediging van deze inspirerende overweldigende energie om deze naar onze kleine aardbol te halen alsof we helemaal alleen in het universum zijn, die oerknal, dat was het begin dus…..en dat is niet vergelijkbaar met een mens………. niet in beeld niet in aanzien, overdracht of wat dan ook……… dat hebben mensen gedaan/bedacht helaas waarmee het dus eigenlijk nietig is gemaakt……

Ook deze energie is afhankelijk van o.a. ons, van wat er in het hele universum gebeurt, waar wij dus onderdeel van zijn, deze pure energie kan worden verduisterd en juist lichter worden, je kan wel nagaan wat het beste is, hoe meer licht hoe meer bewustzijn, des te minder de ellende die wij toch voornamelijk zelf veroorzaken, bidden is dus heel oke, bidden betekend dat je deze energie lichter makt….. jezelf meer licht geeft en daarmee dus alles om je heen…..

Volgens mij is ”god” ontstaan door het weten dat er een immense gigantische, ongelooflijk grote liefdevolle energie is, een soort oerknal die eeuwig doorgaat in het hele universum, iets wat niemand kan beseffen en eigenlijk liever een opgelegd geloof aanhaalt, niet dat dit perse slecht is, maar wijs niet zomaar een ander geloof of dit gegeven af..
Deze gigantische energie bestaat uit louter liefde, puur en ongeëvenaard, dit is het licht, wat menig mens te zien krijgt als je (soms bijna) van deze aardbol af bent gestapt, dus dood bent.
Deze energie is zo onbeschrijflijk dat er hele boeken met religieuze verhalen zijn ontstaan, dat er geloof, religie is gekomen en geen wonder want er is geen vergelijk hier, geen aards woord kan dat eigenlijk beschrijven.
Deze liefde is zo onbegrensd en veelvuldig dat men dit gewoonweg niet kent, niet voor kind, dier, natuur of elkaar.

Veel van deze inzichten hebben me gebracht dat ik dus zeker ben van reïncarnatie, van meerdere levens als mens,.
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En niet tijdens 1 leven, maar door meerdere levens wordt de mens bewuster en dus vaak levenswijzer.
Daarom zijn er mensen die zgn. jong/blond/sociaal (soms) zwak zijn, hier kunnen ze (vaak) niks aan doen en meer nog, degene die wat bewuster is, was dus zelf ook eens zo’n zgn. sociaal zwak/blond/jong (van geest) mens, we zijn namelijk allemaal zo begonnen, als je dat inziet snap je veel meer..

Dus jammer dat mensen overal een hokje voor nodig hebben en niet gewoon meer accepteren, hun energie zoveel beter kunnen gebruiken, wat ook weer ten goede komt van de eigen karma enz.
Al kan je dit niet geloven, vraag je dan af, waarom niet en wat je wel geloofd waarom dat dan wel.
Denk na en neem je eigen besluit, creëer je eigen inzicht, heb geduld met anderen die niet zijn zoals jij.
Ga meer doen met je gevoel, je kunnen, dan zullen er toch minder negatieve vibraties ontstaan en wellicht dat dan ook minder ellende wordt veroorzaakt.
Hoe dan ook, ga eens na bij jezelf, hoe sta ik hierin, wat en hoe kan ik meer doen om te voorkomen dat deze wereld.
Wat kan jij doen voor jezelf en daarmee voor al hetgeen wat er om je heen gebeurd.
Denk aan de steen die in het water wordt gegooid, de kringen worden steeds wijder……….

the light

the light

Demonstreren of niet?

7168_10200317032185772_38459867_nZe loopt door de straat, niet alleen, er waren velen die ook haar kant uitliepen, naar de dam, allemaal protesteren tegen de genomen maatregelen, de mensonterende en onbegrijpelijke maatregelen.
Weet dan niemand die het daarboven/in dat torentje die het dus voor het zeggen heeft, hoe het echt werkt, hoe het is? Het kan toch niet zo zijn dat als je het niet aan de lijve hebt meegemaakt je er dan dus niet over kan oordelen, of in elk geval op deze manier oordelen?
Wat een zakken, wat een oneerlijke gemene mensen zijn dat. Negeren en delegeren dat is dus ook een vak.
Maakt het ze echt niet uit, of hebben ze gewoon geen compassie, geen belevenis, zijn ze wel aanwezig, bewust?
Soms lijkt het wel of ze haar moeder hoort vertellen van de oorlog, hoe ontzettend bestial er is omgegaan met mensen, door mensen, die vinden dat ze hun best doen, als eerste willen opvallen om een betere opdracht te krijgen, of een klopje op de schouder van die man, die dit alles toen heeft teweeg gebracht, die was niet alleen, miljoenen mensen hebben hem geholpen, maar min of meer gedowngen, of anderszijds niet in staat er tegenin te gaan. Wat hebben we ervan geleerd??
Maar dat was toen, of is het ook nu, als er een moord wordt gepleegd krijgen sommigen een taakstraf, als je op school gepest bent worden de ouders verzocht het gepestte kind maar een paar dagen thuis te houden.
Dat is dus fout, heeft dan niemand door dat er zo een opvoeding/omgeving wordt gekweekt die ervoor zorgt dat je als je jong bent alles/zoveel mogelijk gaat negeren, welke kant moet je opkijken om te zien hoe het wel hoort/kan, kunnen we het tij nog keren? ALs je naar de tv kijkt niet, vreselijke hysterische shows, publiek en series. Uiteraard zijn er uitzonderingen, maar willen we niet liever dat juist die ”goede” uitzonderingen norm worden.
IEDREEN VINDT DAT HIJ HET RECHT HEEFT, MAAR WIE VINDT NOG DAT IE DE PLICHT HEEFT??
Ze is op de dam aangekomen, gelukkig zijn er velen die dit ook niet willen, dat zal toch wel iets helpen, in elk geval geven we hier een signaal af, denkt ze, want anders gebeurt er echt niks.
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Within you.

Heal urself. Feel and recognize it.

WHAT U believe> so ur intentions are positive about what u do, u are able of anything, thats why men go to war, women play evil, (fanaticism and extremism will have a free way), they think doing good, they believe they are harmonious with it..or even will do good, make the world, their country, religion better History proofs that many times, in kingdoms and republics, being adult u cannot look as deep as when u are a child, because they do that natural. so as adult u need to see, that what u do needs an awareness, needs u to be fully there and not to much influenced by others, rules, or any role which is put upon u in society.
U really are all fundamental spirits, u need know it all every time, but u will always have the ability to recognize, and know why u do, want or act as u do.
If u are able to be this way, u will be so more balanced and see that u just live ur own life, that all what u believe in will happen.

The European NEC-guideline Directive 2001

70% already vanished or to sick.

70% already vanished or to sick.

The Protocol set upper limits for each country for the total emissions of sulphur dioxide, nitrogen oxides, volatile organic compounds and ammonia in 2010.The Guideline Bees A provides an explanation of the use of the Dutch decree on emission limits for combustion plants, environmental management A (Bees A), in particular concerning the more complex aspects thereof. Bees A is the Dutch implementation of the European directive 2001/80/EC (LCP directive). The Guideline Bees A provides an explanation of the use of the Dutch decree on emission limits for combustion plants, environmental management A (Bees A), in particular concerning the more complex aspects thereof. Bees A is the Dutch implementation of the European directive 2001/80/EC (LCP directive).  set upper limits for each country for the total emissions of sulphur dioxide, nitrogen oxides, volatile organic compounds and ammonia in 2010.The Guideline Bees A provides an explanation of the use of the Dutch decree on emission limits for combustion plants, environmental management A (Bees A), in particular concerning the more complex aspects thereof. Bees A is the Dutch implementation of the European directive 2001/80/EC (LCP directive). The Guideline Bees A provides an explanation of the use of the Dutch decree on emission limits for combustion plants, environmental management A (Bees A), in particular concerning the more complex aspects thereof. Bees A is the Dutch implementation of the European directive 2001/80/EC (LCP directive). set upper limits for each country for the total emissions of sulphur dioxide, nitrogen oxides, volatile organic compounds and ammonia in 2010.The Guideline Bees A provides an explanation of the use of the Dutch decree on emission limits for combustion plants, environmental management A (Bees A), in particular concerning the more complex aspects thereof. Bees A is the Dutch implementation of the European directive 2001/80/EC (LCP directive). The Guideline Bees A provides an explanation of the use of the Dutch decree on emission limits for combustion plants, environmental management A (Bees A), in particular concerning the more complex aspects thereof. Bees A is the Dutch implementation of the European directive 2001/80/EC (LCP directive).The Guideline Bees A provides an explanation of the use of the Dutch decree on emission limits for combustion plants, environmental management A (Bees A), in particular concerning the more complex aspects thereof. Bees A is the Dutch implementation of the European directive 2001/80/EC (LCP directive).

The guideline explains the standards that apply to SO2, NOx and dust for combustion installations subject to Bees A. Instructive tables have been added and overviews included in appendices. Appendix 1 gives an overview of logistic units to which Bees A applies. Appendix 2 gives a flow diagram of the scope of Bees A. Appendix 3 specifies the prevalent emission standards.

With regard to the measurement of emissions it is useful to read the Guideline Bees A in combination with the Manual Measurement of air emissions (InfoMil publication no. LB40).

If u read this and check it out, i really get sick, how can it be, still so many items what go wrong, why is life, health, children and human approach of our earth not important, why is our future dangerously taken away from us?

Please if make a step forward a world what once will be worthy to live for/in.

Why? How? What?

Why we are and How we do and What we don't is ending us.

Why we are and How we do and What we don’t is ending us.

 

Human is form, Being is formless.

Human is relative, Being is absolute.

Human is temporary, Being is eternal.

Human is dying, Being is birthing.

Human is suffering, Being is bliss.

Human is attachment, Being is love.

Human is noise, Being is stillness.

Human is challenge, Being is possibility.

Human struggles, Being observes.

Human experiences, Being allows.

Human is thought, Being is awareness.

Human is fear, Being is power.

Human is appearance, Being is the presence.

Human does, Being is.

One 2013 coming up!!

418239_300657916662279_173769822684423_842753_929827665_a27yr.jpg.levensspreukwe all join earthdayWhile the pope tells the world he is against gay marriage QUOTE

Pope Benedict  XVI attacked gay marriage during a Christmas speech Friday, calling  heterosexual marriage an “essential” part of the human experience.

Benedict’s remarks came during his greeting to the Roman Curia (the papal  court), Italy’s ANSA news agency reported.

The pope said God’s natural design of family was founded on the marriage of a  man and a woman, without whom “figures fundamental to human existence disappear:  the father, the mother, the child,” and without whom “essential dimensions of  the experience of being a person fall.”

Benedict’s comments came just about a week after he said publicly he believes  gay marriage could cause “serious harm to justice and peace.”

Read more:  http://www.upi.com/Top_News/World-News/2012/12/21/Pope-attacks-gay-marriage/UPI-92671356109897/#ixzz2FvCaTojb 

The catholic church has soon forgotten pedophiles were pretty common during the fifthties and sixties, i was one of the victims, but in this case nuns took advantage of me, during the 7 months i was in a orphan-house lead by nuns, i was only 5 years.

So the pope thinks he knows it all and the church still silences about all the bad vibes they spread around during ages, misuse of power, loyalty, money, children, faith and conscious ppl.

But i think somehow the end of this is near, as is the end of misuse of they way money has been pushed upon us, banks will have to change their systems, or money is on its way out, ppl now already are more aware of using each others talent, time, help, knowledge and so on, i could give u tremendous examples, but that’s not the point now.

2013 that’s the point, the first year where more honesty will pay off instead lead to victimizing, firing, losing all, because u told the truth about businesses, means of dealing, politics, fabrication, safety, education, or anything which will open eyes, ofcourse this will take longtime, but as time goes faster so will getting the truth on top, the real value, more right views, but most of all towards a more environmental aware society.

The pope is not important after all, if u dont consider that, so is nobody except u and only if u are not egoistic, selfish, and prepared to widen ur window on the world, u will find out that its more important to be more for another, in be more present, in what u do or say and it will make u feel more part of the world we should have around us and the only way is, start with urself, u will see how soon others will either be content with that and make u feel more content, then there will not be a halt to it, its like a domino-string, one after another they make the other go.

Woman in many countries will be free of dominance because of religion believes and rules, like money all gets less important… why,? well because we have to get wiser, time is running out, earth will slowly take back what we took, nature will not be healthy enough, if we dont act, get aware and actually it does not matter where we start, because it will be like domino, one after the other items will come up and fall.

But 2013 is the first year, so it may well be or look like things are getting worse and for many it will, because first things will have to get to the bottom, that’s the way we live, the only way we know.

This indicates too that every year after that will somehow be better, but it will take 50 years before we will all know that and air, earth, water, insects and many natural issues will be at their lowest, helas.

Just be happy it finally will start, the beginning of a new mankind, more aware,  better and in the end easier living, with attention for life as it is, love, power, money, health, on regular basis, leveled up to each other, if u want to see/witness this, just act towards this and do lots urself, u will meet others doing the same.

 

 

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This is a very interesting story i copied, so see for urself…

Recent polling data shows 74 percent of Americans now believe in climate change, and 68 percent view it as dangerous. The problem environmental activists are facing is in converting those favorable polling numbers into grassroots action.

The math, McKibben explained, works like this. Global leaders recently came to an international agreement based on the scientific understanding that a global temperature raise of 2°C would have “catastrophic” consequences for the future of humanity. In order to raise global temperatures tothis is an interesting issue, ….. this catastrophic threshold, the world would have to release 565 gigatons of carbon dioxide into the atmosphere. Here’s the problem: Fossil fuel companies currently have 2,795 gigatons of carbon dioxide in their fuel reserves—and their business model depends on that fuel being sold and burned. At current rates of consumption, the world will have blown through its 565-gigaton threshold in 16 years.

To prevent the end of the world as we know it, it will require no less than the death of the most profitable industry in the history of humankind.

“As of tonight,” McKibben said, “we’re going after the fossil fuel industry.”

Obviously no easy task. The oil industry commands annual profits of $137 billion and the political power to match. As McKibben noted, “Oil companies follow the laws because they get to write them.”

However, there are some numbers on McKibben’s side. Recent polling data shows 74 percent of Americans now believe in climate change, and 68 percent view it as dangerous. The problem environmental activists are facing is in converting those favorable polling numbers into grassroots action.

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Enter “Do the Math.”

Using McKibben’s popularity as an author, organizers are turning what would otherwise be a lecture circuit into a political machine. Before rolling into town, Do the Mat smartly organizes with local environmental groups. Prior to McKibben’s lecture, these groups are allowed to take the stage and talk about local initiatives that need fighting. Contact information is gathered to keep the audience updated on those efforts. Instead of simply listening to McKibben, as they perhaps intended, the audience has suddenly become part of their local environmental movement.

It’s a smart strategy, and an essential one—because the problem of climate change is almost exclusively a political in nature. Between renewable energy and more efficient engineering, the technology already exists to stave off catastrophic global warming. Though its application is lagging in the United States, it is being employed on a mass scale in other countries. In socially-stratified China, with its billion-plus population and tremendous wealth inequalities, 25 percent of the country still manages to use solar arrays to heat its water. Germany—Europe’s economic powerhouse—in less than a decade, has managed to get upwards of half of its energy from sustainable sources.

The same can happen here in America—provided we have the will to make it happen. McKibben says the key to realizing that goal is to battle the lifeblood of the fossil fuel industry—its bottom line.

To start, he’s calling for an immediate global divestment from fossil fuel companies. “We’re asking that people who believe in the problem of climate change to stop profiting from it. Just like with divestment movement in South Africa over apartheid, we need to eliminate the oil companies veneer of respectability.”

In conjunction with the divestment regimen, continued protests against unsustainable energy projects will also be crucial. McKibben will be in Washington, D.C. on November 18 to lead a mass rally against climate change and the Keystone Pipeline. “We can no longer just assume that President Obama is going to do everything he promised during his campaign. We need to push him.”

“I don’t know if we’re going to win. But I do know we’re going to fight.”

Do you think that Bill McKibben’s strategy to “divestment” in fossil fuels will work to stop climate change? Discuss in the COMMENTS below.


Matthew Fleischer is a former LA Weekly staff writer and an award-winning social justice reporter in Los Angeles. Email Matt

Recent polling …

Catch it, if u can

Yep, catch it if u can, u need to get over this, so catch and put it away, take it to the bottom of ur experiencebox/mind in ur head, cover it with all the blankets u have, make it go away, vanish, disappear…but….like the picture above u see no people left, only their footsteps in the sand, like it is,  the print will stay for ever, till u sweep the sand, or water it and thats exactly what u have to do, sweep ur brains, water u mind, to give it more chances, changes, till u feel u will be able to handle or deal with ur feelings and thaugths.

How do u do that, some memories keep coming back, they look around the corner all the time and as soon u are a bit down, or someone reminds u in what way so ever, the memoire jumps at u, from its corner and enjoys the stay in the front of ur experiencebox/mind, it haunts u and make u get no sleep at all, even when its old and was crumbled to practically nothing….. it blows itself up, it comes loud and clear, u smell, hear and sometimes even see the experience like it happened yesterday….. people are able to hurt u in a horrible way, just for fun, or they are addicted or the want the power even when they have to make u feel very bad, some of them even like it that way.

How and why, i will never know, but getting hurt by people is the worst what can happen, so much worse if the occurring of feeling bad would exist just by accident, or wrong judgement, childish mistake. So why, does the person have no conscience, no limits or has he/she been hurt too and cannot handle that and just wants to do this to others, instead having to deal with him/herself?

Well i think i should feel good that i don’t know why people do this to each other, in stead holding back and i know for sure half of the harm and pain would be prevented if u are being raised the right way, ur surroundings shows u limits when u are a child and bad behavior,  guilt will be punished, so one learns.

Whatever ur experiences are, don’t get over it, don’t put it way, try to revive it, slowly, with all ur brains, tell urself u are ok and not the victim, the victim is the one who is going beyond and over the human limit, i know it sounds easy and seems foolish, but if u try it each day piece by piece, u get stronger and the responsible feelings about it will first walk aside u, untill u know u are not responsible and actually the hurter/the bad person will seem and later on be the poor one, just take ur time, tell urself u are right, ok and far more than the stupid guy/girl who is trying to bring u down, now u turn the role and in the end u are above it all, how long that make take, in the end u will, if u want to know some more about how to gain balance or see the real purpose of life, visit this website, maybe it will bring u some knowledge, or warmth:) and spiritual guidance.

To many people kill themselves, commit suicide, jump in front of a train, while in the end mostly u are able to get out of it, self-confidence is needed here and if possible someone aside u who understands, who shows u love, love,  words will ever be the same, understanding and love  will make u see, will maybe help u out, give it a try, get professional help, dont be ashamed, angry or demonstated, help urself in coming back to the life u had, the life where u felt good, made u move forward and want to be part of. Dont give it away and dont despair, it will not last forever, and sorry this sounds cruel, but after all its also in between ur ears, in ur mind, see that and the healing begins, u put the one who is making u crazy out of ur head, lame him/her and make it smaller so u will be able to deal with it, after all, u are worth it, dead is easy, life is not, but if u kill urself u will never know how fantastic it can be, what would happen to u and all the ones who love u will not have to grieve..

www.marsk4angel.nl it will be in the same bad english as this blog, but anyhow u will understand:)

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Alweer zijn er onnodig veel bomen neergehaald.

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Op het lepelkruisplein stonden prachtige bomen, wel 20 meter hoog. In Amsterdam worden niet zomaar bomen gekapt denk je, en deze bomen waren niet goed meer werd er verteld, maar daar is niks van waar, enkele bomen hadden te weinig schors, dus misschien dat dat niet zo best was, maar de meeste hadden niks, nu is er een stuk grond vrijgekomen en daar gaat het dus om, het is een schande en ondanks acties van de buurtbewoners zijn ze dus gewoon omgezaagd, geen wonder dat … Continue reading

1 july 14.20 oclock my exhusband died, float into the light… Walter

Helaas is mijn ex-man ongeveer 11 uur geleden overleden, voor hem gezien de laatste weken was het beste, wat hem kon overkomen, want er was veel mis met zijn lichaam, Walter Jacobus Pieter Verhoeven je bent 63 jaar geworden, je was een lieve man, je zonen zijn dapper en ook natuurlijk Nathalie, we zijn droevig maar dankbaar en zullen je niet vergeten, vaar wel Walter met onze liefde naar het eeuwige licht en groei daar tot je licht genoeg bent:)

It happened, my ex husband is no more, he went to the light of love, called heaven, is it coincidence, we were there, my oldest son, my friend and
me?, he was fighting for his life, his body gave up, his spirit would not go, it took him 4 days to let go, he went in peace, every day we stayed for hours and came back in the evening, but still he was also much alone, till the next day, sometimes it l…ooked like he was more aware, but overall he was fighting and restless, medicine helped him to calm down and so the last few days he was really in peace, 63 years u lived on this earth Walter Jacobus Pieter Verhoeven, u did it ur way and was a sweethearted man, we did not live together the last 10 years, but always were friends, ur sons are brave and sad of course, grow in the light dear, we will not forget u.
This is the reason i have not been around last weeks and will not be next weeks too, as we have now to do all what has to be done when someone has left this earth…….:(till then and thus later.